Monday, May 13, 2013

Naughty Rendezvous 9: Lost Without You

A/N: This is just some lemon juice to keep you happy until the next update. It's Edward and Bella's time at Surrender from Chapter 20. Enjoy.


I'm lost without you
Cant help myself
How does it feel
To know that I love u baby
Tell me how u love me more
And how
you think I'm sexy baby
That u don
't want nobody elseYou don't want this guy u dont want that guy u wanna
Touch yourself when u see me
Tell me how u love my body
And how I make u feel baby
You wanna roll with me u wanna hold with meYou wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me
I just love
to hear u say it
It makes a man feel good baby
Tell me
you depend on me
I need
to hear it
I
'm lost without you
Cant help myself
How does it feel
To know that I love u baby

Lost Without You-Robin Thicke

EPOV

Bella was fucking killing me. I had her in my lap, her hot pussy right over my throbbing cock. She alternated between licking a cherry lollipop and kissing my neck. The hornier she got, the closer her hips came to mine.

"Mmmm. Edward," she murmured lazily. "I want... I want..."

I reached down and gathered some of her honey. My babydoll moaned loudly, her head falling onto my shoulder. I let my hand slide up and down her elegant back. She shivered, her hardened nipples pressed against my chest. I had to have her or die trying to make us one.

"Tell me, babydoll. I'll do anything for you."

She grabbed my cock, her little hand unable fit all the way around my girth. "I want to suck it."

I fucking tried to control myself, but I ended up coming all over Bella's lower body. She She kiss me hard, her little noises prolonging my orgasm. For a long time, I saw nothing.

When I came back to my senses, Bella was on her knees licking my dick head. It didn't take long until I rose to the occasion again.

"Condom?" I asked, not really giving a fuck if we went bareback.

She shook her head. "Just you."

My babydoll gazed up, a small smile on her lips. I stroked her hair and closed my eyes. If I watched, I'd just end up embarrassing myself yet again. Everything Bella did felt fucking fantastic-she made me want more with each lick.

Soon, her smooth hands joined the mix. I groaned, pulling her hair more forcefully than was comfortable to her. She pulled back a little and changed direction. Each time she stroked me, her nails would gently side against my balls.

"Fuck me! I missed this so much, babydoll."

She began sucking the tip, her tongue circling the whole head. I thrust, which caused her to swallow. Bella gagged before coming back to finish the job. By that time, I was all out fucking her mouth.

"Come," she mumbled. "I want to taste you."

I creamed my babydoll's sweet little tongue. She lapped up every last drop and kept licking me through my entire orgasm. Then, she clibmed back up into my lap and shared the taste with me.

"You're turn," I whispered, laying her down on the bench.

She opened her legs wide, her eyes watching me carefully. I attacked my babydoll's clit first and used my fingers to open up her center. She raised her hands above her head, letting me lead while she rode my tongue.

"Ahhh, Edward!" she screamed, her hips gyrating. "I can't take it!"

I crammed three fingers into her pussy as I nibbled on her thighs. Bella whimpered and thrashed so much I thought she'd accidentally hurt herself. On and on we went until she pushed me away.

"I think I have to pee," she admitted shyly, pushing me away.

I laid down on the floor, licking my lips to savor Bella's taste. "Are you sure?" I asked. "Remember when I made you squirt before?"

My babydoll slapped my shoulder. "How can I forget, Edward? It was one of the weirdest sex things we've ever done. I need... I need to take a shower."

I led Bella back to the shower rooms and tried not to whine too much when she pushed me out of her stall. We bathed quietly, both of us rushing to get finished quickly. I felt like I'd died and gone to pussy heaven.

After awhile, we were clean and sated. Bella was hungry, so we stopped to eat. She was way too sexy for her own good, making googly eyes and licking her fork suggestively. I wished I could have thrown the table aside and fucked her in the booth.

"Why did you blow me without a rubber?"

Bella almost choked on the Coke she was drinking. "I missed having you in my mouth. It turns me on."

An hour later, I opened up door number three. Bella glanced at me, her eyes sparkling. She fucking loved fantasy and role play. Smirking, I slipped the tiny robe off her shoulders and pushed her inside the room.

~~NR~~

BPOV

I couldn't see a damn thing, but I knew Edward was behind me. For a long time, nothing happened, and then a large hand covered my breast. I bit down on my lip to suppress the scream threatening to come out of my mouth.

"You're trembling, babydoll. Do I make you nervous?" he asked, biting down on her earlobe.

I guided his hand towards my nether regions. "You make me feel naughty."

Suddenly, I was pressed against a padded wall. Edward's lip bruised mine in a punishing kiss which left me weak in the knees. He grabbed my ass, lifting me until I wrapped my legs around his hips.

One move, and I'll be balls deep inside of your pussy," he said, his voice husky.

I regrettably had to push him away. "I'm not ready."

Edward began to fall, taking me with him. I expected to feel a hard floor, but we were obviously on a bed. I held onto him tightly as he rolled us around, his tongue tangling with mine in the age old dance of seduction.

"I'm gonna give you what you want," Edward promised while squeezing my left tit.

Before I realized what was happening, he was mounting me. I clawed at the mattress, my nails an afterthought. Edward smacked me hard on the ass. Then, I fet something warm and sticky around my rosebud. I spread my legs wider.

"I want you to come hard, tesoro," Edward ordered, his voice shaky.

He inserted what felt like a glass dildo into my ass, going slowly as to not cause me pain. I yelled and tried to get away, because the pleasure was too much too soon. Edward bit down on my ass cheek which made me yelp.

"More," I begged, my desperation almost embarrassing.

Soon, the dildo was inside of my rosebud. Edward grunted, working it in and out until I
was almost insane. The deeper he went, the more I screamed. The dildo felt great but nothing was as good as Edward's long thick cock up my ass.

"I want you!" I exclaimed, reaching back for Edward.

He groaned. "You're not ready. I won't...I won't push you."

I raised my hips and jiggled my ass to taunt him. "Please."

The sound of a condom wrapper being broken echoed through the room, and then, Edward was inside of me. I pushed back and came hard. He lifted me up, his arms wrapping around my torso. My body swayed from side to side as he took his pleasure violently. It hurt so damn good.

"Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!"

"Harder!"

Edward's finger which had been in my cunny was suddenly in my mouth. I nibbled and sucked until he removed his hands, using them to hold my hips in place. It felt like I was being torn apart but in the most glorious way possible.

Much later, we laid tangled in each others arms. Edward clapped his hand, causing several lights to come on at once. We were in a dark blue padded room with a large bed in the center.

I rolled over and kissed the tattoo over Edward's heart. "That was... I really don't know how to describe it. I feel so good."

Edward caressed my cheek, his eyes closed. "Next time I want to feel you without any barriers. I hate fucking rubbers."

Laughing, I rubbed my cheek against his chest. "You're lucky to be getting anything."

He rolled, trapping me under his large body. "I know, babydoll. I love you so much. Thanks for tonight."

The next morning we left SURRENDER. I told Edward I'd give the club five stars on Yelp, which made him laugh his ass off. Even though it was no longer our place, I knew I'd never forget the night of fantasy sex I'd spent with Edward. He really was special to me, and I hoped we remained friends and lovers even after the divorce.


I hope you enjoyed it as much as me. Stay naughty.

Sunday, May 12, 2013

Chapter 21: Together Part 1

A/N: Thanks for all the love last chapter. I didn't have time to reply, but I read them all. Also, play around the blog to hear the song and see pictures for this chapter.

Happy Mother's Day to all the moms out there. You are the best!


I know to be there
When and where, I'll be there
You know what's to be said
We said out loud, we never said
My
premonition of the world comes to me
A sun in your hands from the middle life
Says I'm alright. You said you don't have to speak
I can hear you
I can't feel all the things you've ever felt before
I said it's been a long time
Since someone looked at me that way
It's like you knew me
And all the things I couldn't say
Together, to be
Together and be
Together, to be
Together and be
Together, to be
Together and be
Together, to be

Together-The xx

EPOV

I watched Dante out of the corner of my eye as I cracked eggs for a tomato and basil quiche. Mi figlio was having an exciting morning playing his new loud-ass drum set from the comfort of his cushy playpen. I couldn't complain, though. I loved it when my babydoll and son slept over. Without them, the fucking Penthouse was lonely.

"Da da, dis!" he yelled, pointing at his mouth. It was his way of telling me he was hungry.

I smiled and began putting small pieces of prosciutto and Focaccia bread in his favorite bear bowl. Then, I poured some organic apple juice into his bottle-he still preferred the bottle over sippy cups.

"Here you go, figlio," I said, sitting the food down next to him. "You're fucking lucky I love you."

He picked up a piece of bread and tried to shove it in my mouth. After a few minutes of play time, I left him to eat in peace. Later, I planned to take him out with me. It was important for me to bond with him since I'd missed so much in the beginning.

I was just removing the sticky buns from the oven when I felt Bella's prescience. After putting them aside to cool, I glanced over. She was standing in the doorway watching me closely. I almost fucking bust a nut when I got a good look at her long legs and hard nipples. Pregnancy always made her hot, so she only slept in shit like camis and underwear.

"Good morning, babydoll," I greeted nicely. "How did you sleep?"

Her beautiful eyes met mine. "I slept well, Edward. What is that delicious smell?"

I adjusted myself while she went to stand by the stove. She put a piece of Focaccia on a plate and covered it with fresh mozzarella cheese. Then, she handed it all over to me. I turned the grill on and warmed it to perfection.

"You always spoil me when I come over," she acknowledged, a blush covering her cheeks.

I smirked. "I could have spoiled you so much more if you'd come to my bed last night."

My babydoll pulled on the tie of the periwinkle silk robe she was wearing and smiled. I took the opportunity to take off my t-shirt, leaving me in basketball shorts and nothing else. Bella made a small sound and crossed her legs. She fucking loved my bare chest.

"It's pretty fucking hot in here," I said before rubbing some cool water on my abs. "I woke up and boxed this morning."

Bella practically squeaked,"Um, I should go eat..."

Fast as lightening, I picked her up and placed her on the counter. She breathed heavily as I put a warm piece of bread to her lips. Slowly, she opened her mouth, taking a huge bite. I leaned forward and licked a crumb from the corner of her mouth.

"Is it good, babydoll?"

"So good," she replied, opening her legs so I could come closer.

"Do you want more?"

"Yes," Her voice was almost breathless.

Who knows what the fuck would have happened if our son hadn't chosen that moment to throw his bear bowl out of the playpen and scream, "Ma ma, no!"

Bella scrambled off the counter, running over before I could get myself under control. She lifted DC out of his playpen, covering his fat face with kisses. I swear he fucking winked at me as she cradled him to her breast. Mi figlio was still the best cockblocker on the West coast.

Sighing, I finished making breakfast and put it all on the table. Dante oohed and ahhed as my babydoll fed him a piece of warm sticky bun. When our eyes met, she shrugged and mouthed, 'Later'. I really fucking hoped I'd get some pussy later, but I had my doubts.

Breakfast was great. We put DC in his high chair and made conversation. Bella refused to tell me anything about my birthday gift while I begged ridiculously. Our son mainly ignored us and played with his alphabet blocks.

"So, what have you got planned today?" I asked Bella casually.

She took a sip of orange juice before replying. "I'm going over the schedule for our next few book tour stops with Angela. I think I want to postpone New York until after I have the twins."

I nodded. "Good idea. I'm going with you so have her add it to my schedule when you decide."

"Um, well you see... Giles is supposed to join us at the New York stop. It's easier for him to meet there since he's coming from London," she informed me, her voice nervous.

I laughed. "I don't fucking care, Bella. We're still very much together. The sooner Giles realizes he doesn't have a fucking chance, the better."

Bella balled up her fists, her eyes shooting fire my way. "In case you missed the memo, we are getting divorced! You can't tell me who I can and can't be friends with, Edward. Giles and I..."

"Stop using him to make me jealous!" I snarled, my own anger matching hers. "It's obvious you don't care for him."

"Oh really! Is that why we spent half of last night talking via webcam?" Her fork dropped the moment she finished the sentence.

I chewed the quiche slowly, letting her sweat it out. "You spent the night talking to Giles. If it was me and you we'd have been fucking long distance. Remember when I made you touch your pussy and pretend it was me? I bet that motherfucker has never even seen your treasure."

"You're so damn cocky," Bella hissed, standing up. "Well, I may be knocked up and alone, but I still have options."

"I never said you didn't babydoll! I fucking love you. I'm your soulmate, remember? The divorce doesn't mean shit to me, because you'll always be mine."

She sat back down. "You've had years of experience... I've only had you, and it turned out badly. I'm not saying I can ever be sexual with any man, Giles included, but I need time to explore my feelings. I know I shouldn't have led you on in L.A., but I was having a weak moment. We can't stay stuck in this rut, Edward."

"You're free to do whatever you want," I said curtly. "Just don't think I'll sit idly by and let some other man take my family away. You know deep down we belong together."

After breakfast, Bella went to get DC ready for the day. I took a quick cold shower and dressed in some casual clothes. I only had a half day of work for the Polaris business, and then DC and I could hit up the city. I liked showing him shit and watching his reactions.

A few hours later, I helped Bella into the Phantom. She was wearing some short ass purple dress and wedge shoes. The whole ensemble showed off her tits and ass way too much. I tried to hold my fucking tongue, but it was driving me batshit crazy.

"Go ahead and say it," she muttered, glaring at me.

I exhaled loudly. "Please go change. That shit is too fucking short and tight. I won't be with you. What if some fucker grabs your ass? Do you want me to commit a homicide today?"

Bella leaned across the console and kissed my cheek. "I'll be fine, Edward."

~~LAMTAF~~

"Mister Cullen, would you like to see the striped bunny dresses in pink or yellow," the sales assistant asked while I gazed at the rack.

DC sat quietly and played with his toys while i used my shoe to push his stroller back and forth. Three women had come up to me the minute I entered the baby boutique and after they saw my son, they'd really stuck to us.

"Both," I answered. "I also want the Gingham silk for infant sizes in all colors."

"You have wonderful taste," the sales lady gushed, clasping her hands together.

I smiled graciously. "Oh, and my wife is very fond of sunflowers so anything with those I'll buy."

While they went to wrap up boxes, I picked out a few pairs of jeans and polo shirts for Dante. His little was growing out of shit every day. It was a good thing we were rich, because feeding and clothing small kids was fucking expensive.

"You like this," I asked, holding up a 7 For All Mankind jean set for Dante. He tried to chew the fucking hanger, so I took that as a yes.

An hour later, Felix was loading boxes in to my trunk. He rolled her eyes when he saw all the shit I'd brought. Everyone, including my babydoll, said I went overboard with the kids. I just wanted them to have the best. Besides, I'd spent my entire life fucking up shit and killing so they could live well.

A little after two, we met up with Carlisle to have lunch. He'd picked a spot near the hospital and it was busy with medical school students getting takeout. Bitches kept giggling and coming up to talk to me, so I kept my Tungsten ring on full view.

Carlisle tickled DC's stomach before sitting down. He looked fucking tired but still really happy. I noticed young and old women flirted with him, too. My mom was lucky to have a husband who loved her and remained faithful. These last few years had really made me look up to Carlisle-I wanted to be more like him.

The restaurant was cafeteria style, so we'd gotten our own food. DC had tried to shove his french fries up his nose until I showed him the correct way to eat them. A little bit of ketchup and he was good to go.

"This place has the best turkey club in Seattle," Carlisle remarked while adding mayonnaise and mustard to his food.

After eating some of my steak sub and Greek salad, I had to agree. Though I preferred fancy restaurants, there were some casual places which were just as good. I made a mental note to get something to go for my babydoll.

"How are you, son? Any questions about the pregnancy you want me to answer? As far as I can tell, the girls are developing normally. Your mom and i are over the moon. We love it when you guys add to the family."

I smiled. "Nah, I think I know a lot about pregnancy and changing hormones. Bella drives me fucking crazy, but I'm glad I'm here to live the experience with her. I won't fuck up again."

He nodded. "I know it's going to be stressful on you both with three small children. Plus, the next few months will be crucial for Bella. I'll do everything within my power to make sure she stays healthy."

"I didn't think I wanted kids," I admitted, glancing over at my son. "Now, I can't imagine my life without DC and the little babydolls. I'm just worried about Bella. I know giving birth to twins can cause...complications."

Carlisle patted me on the back. "Bella is a healthy young woman who has already been through one successful birth. The odds are in her favor. If she shows any signs of distress, I'll have her put on bed rest. So far, her blood pressure and vitals look fantastic. Just keep taking care of her the same way you did last time."

After our talk, I felt much better. I knew it would literally kill me to lose Bella or the twins. I had done some bad things, but those were my sins. Doctor Crowley was always telling to stay positive, though. With my illness, I couldn't afford to stress out about shit that might never occur.

DC and I spent the rest of the day at the Seattle Children's Museum and the mall. I made sure to use plenty of sunscreen on his jelly rolls and tried to keep a hat on his head. We attracted lots of female attention, but I only had thoughts for my angel.

It was almost seven when we pulled up to the Penthouse garage. DC had fallen asleep in the car, so I carried his little limp body up to the Penthouse. Felix stayed down to load up the boxes.

"Aren't you off work yet," I heard Jessica's nasally voice ask as I stepped off the elevator.

Then, I watched in horror as Jane and she practically fucked against the wall. Jane was much taller, so Jessica had to wrap her legs around Jane's body. Soon, they were dry humping and fondling breasts.

I cleared my throat loudly. "Stop that shit! There are children present, and I really don't want to be accused of making porn without a license."

Jane jumped away from Jessica, straightening her gray vest. "Sorry, boss."

I decided to go easy on her. "It's alright. Where's Bella? Did anybody touch her ass today?"

Jessica rolled her eyes. "You are such a stalker, Edward. It would have never worked out between us."

I laughed. "Like you had a chance."

"I'm glad you're happy," Jessica said sincerely. "I'm happy, too, but I'd be happier if you let my lover come home early. Pleassssse."

I waved them away. "Go ahead."

There were some female squealing and slurping noises before I finally managed to open the front door. The first thing I noticed was Bella passed out on the sectional. She was still wearing the same dress, but her shoes had been removed. She looked so fucking peaceful curled under a yellow throw blanket. Of course the demon cat was perched next to her feet.

After i put DC in his bed, I went to join my babydoll. I had to splash the fucking cat with water to get it to leave before sitting down. Bella mumbled and shifted, which made the blanket fall a bit. I drooled as I got an eyeful of her creamy tits.

Making sure to stay quiet, I began rubbing her feet. Everything about her was so small and delicate. I thought it was amazing that her little body could bring forth something as huge as Dante. Women really were the strongest beings on Earth. I'd been such a goddamn fool to think all females were worthless.

"Edward," she whispered, her eyes fluttering open. "What time is it? Where is my little lamb?"

"It's almost eight. DC is asleep in his bed. I tired him out, so he should sleep through the night. How do you feel, babydoll?"

"Exhausted," she answered, sitting up. "I don't remember being this tired with Dante."

I had to put my foot down. "I'm cutting you to ten hours a week. We have enough money, so you can stay home and write. I know you're stubborn as fuck but think about the babies."

"Okay."

She laid back down so I could finish the foot massage. I put pressure on her insoles and rubbed her upper foot. She whimpered, her eyes widening. I kissed each of her tiny toes, which made her giggle. My angel was pretty ticklish.

I told Bella about the hand painting DC and I made for her and how well he did with the other kids. Sure, he had tantrums but he got over shit pretty quickly. My babydoll loved hearing about our day, her smile almost blinding me.

"He loves it when you spend time with him. Thank you, Edward."

I opened a bottle of water and took a long slug. "No problem. He's my son, too, and I like the little dude. He's pretty funny."

Suddenly, Bella climbed on my lap and started kissing me long and hard. I placed my hand on her ass, pulling her close. She hummed and nibbled on my top lip, letting her hand wander to my crotch. I stilled her hand before she could continue further.

"Bella..."

She laid her head on my shoulder. "I know, and I"m sorry. It's just... Sometimes I want you so much. Why do you have to be so hot and sweet all at the same time?"

"A gift," I quipped, sniffing her hair. She smelled so fucking sweet.

She began sucking on my neck, her little tongue occasionally licking my ear. I was so hard it hurt. Luckily, I managed to remove her dress without changing our position. Despite the words Bella said, her body told me something different. She needed the sex as much as me.

"Let's go take a bath," I suggested, standing up with her in my arms.

After I set up the jacuzzi jets and bubbles, I sat Bella on the edge of the tub. I opened her legs and buried my face in her snatch. She was already soaking wet and swollen with need. I ate her out while she ran her fingers through my hair.

"Don't stop," she begged, her nails digging into my bare back.

"Never."

The first time I took her from behind, the force of my pumps making water splash over the edge. Bella came fast and hard, gasping and reaching back for me. The second time I laid against the tub while she rode my cock. My eyes never left her tits as they bounced proudly in front of my face. Occasionally, she'd lean down so I could get a taste.

"Delicious," I mumbled, squeezing her tight ass.

By the time we got out of the water, I felt like I was about to drop. Bella ordered food and fed me while I dozed in front of the television. She'd stolen one of my Harvard tees and cut out the shoulders. I thought she looked fucking sexy.

"Our babies might be made of pasta," she warned playfully, "I just want to eat it all the time!"

We didn't talk about the divorce or our lovemaking. I suspected she knew I needed a night of normality before things turned to shit. Holding my babydoll close, I drifted to sleep. She still felt something for me, even if it wasn't love.

~~LAMTAF~~

Scowling, I looked down at Phil Dwyer. It was fucked up that a man I'd never heard of or met had the ability to hurt my babydoll worse than any foe. He looked harmless enough and had passed the background checks, but i was still fucking leary of his motives.

"Don't say shit until I tell you to speak," I ordered, pounding the table for emphasis. "If it was up to me, she'd never have to meet you."

Phil nodded. "I understand, Mister Cullen. My therapist says I need closure before I get married and..."

He didn't get to finish, because my babydoll entered the room. I had guards everywhere, and Dwyer had been strip searched. I figured he had to be desperate to consent to all our demands. When he saw Bella, his face turned white.

"You're as beautiful as your mother," he said, startling her.

I smacked him on the back of his head. "I fucking told you not to speak yet!"

Bella took a seat and held up her hand. "It's okay, Edward. Let him talk."

I took my post behind her and began rubbing her shoulders. She patted my hand, smiling to let me know she was fine. We'd chosen to have the meeting in my office conference room where there was a long table separating Dwyer from my angel.

"First off, I have to say what an honor it is to meet you, Bella. I knew you when you were little, but Renee kept our contact brief. She was alway so worried you'd say something to your dad," he said, leaning forward.

Bella sniffled, using a tissue to wipe her nose. "You have to understand, I never knew my mom had an affair. Did my father know?"

Phil nodded, sadness all over him. "He threatened me once. He said he'd kill me if I didn't stop seeing her. Renee was bored in Forks, and I was missing Florida. It started out as a few one-night stands, but soon...soon I fell in love with her."

Bella gasped and squeezed my hand. "Why? I just don't understand. I have so few memories of my mom, but I know she loved Charlie."

"She did love him," he admitted. "She just made a mistake. I was younger than her and fool enough to believe she'd run away with me. She chose Charlie and you, and that just about killed me,"

"Why do you want me to know all this?" Bella asked, her shoulders trembling.

Dwyer stood up. "I need closure. After Renee died, I turned to the bottle. Two years ago, I entered hard core rehab. I met a wonderful woman who has changed me for the better. My therapist says I really won't be able to complete my journey until I let go of the past. I just... I just wanted to apologize to you. It's my fault Renee is dead."

"How so?" I asked, putting the guards on alert.

"That night... I called Renee and threatened to tell everyone about our affair. I said I'd put up pictures of us all over the police station where Charlie could see them. She...she was coming to see me that night. If I'd just left her alone... I'm so sorry, Bella. It's my fault you grew up without a mother."

Bella hiccuped as I pulled her into my arms. My father had been a serial cheater who didn't take his marriage vows seriously, however, Renee had chosen her family and husband over the affair. I didn't want my angel to hate the memory of her mother..

"I'm so sorry," Dwyer whispered, rocking back and forth.

Bella stopped crying and asked for a drink of water. Then, she sat back down, composing herself beautifully. I was so proud of her strength and grace. She handled bad shit like a pro-she really was the right woman for me.

"I forgive you, Phil Dwyer. You weren't the drunk driver who hit my mother. Go ahead and live your life.

"Both of my parents are gone, but I know they are still somewhere looking down on me.  Despite Renee being gone, I had a great childhood. Though my time with my parents was brief, I experienced more love than most people will ever know. Don't let it weight you down any longer."

Dwyer thanked my babydoll repeatedly before being led from the room by a burly guard.
He took one last look at Bella before the door closed. I didn't know the fucker, but he had balls for even trying to make it right.

I dismissed everyone and held Bella while she played with a button on my shirt. For a long time, we didn't say anything. I paid special attention to her face to make sure she wasn't feeling sick.

"I don't hate my mom, Edward. She was weak, but I know she loved Charlie and me."
I kissed her forehead. "You're so brave, babydoll. I'm proud of you."

"Edward, Mister Dwyer isn't the only one I need to forgive today. I need to forgive you for what you did. It still hurts, and I suspect I'll always feel pain knowing you cheated on me."

"I'm so sorry, Bella," I whispered, holding her tightly. "I wish I could erase those months from our life together."

She squeezed my hand. "You know I still love you. I forgive you, but it's over. The marriage vows we took don't mean anything. Just give me some time, Edward. I'm not saying we'll never get back together, but we need to start over."

I wiped some stray tears from my eyes and kissed her silken cheeks. "Anything for you, babydoll. The divorce will be hard on me, but i understand completely. Promise me you won't abandon me. I really can't survive without you."

"I promise," she whispered. "I promise to always be your friend and partner. If it's meant to be, we'll end up together in the end."

Later, I managed to get Bella to tell me about the surprise birthday party Esme and Di had planned for over the weekend. I told her I didn't want anything but her naked in bed, but she assured me her gift was even better than sex. I was pretty fucking skeptical.

~~LAMTAF~~

I stopped off the private jet and hopped into a shiny black Mercedes Benz. The driver already had his instructions, taking off as soon as my bags were in the trunk. I'd told my babydoll I had a last minute work trip, because she would have killed me if she really knew my destination.

Even though it was after midnight, the streets were full of people. I watched from my window as a young man and woman embraced under the stars. I imagined it was my babydoll and I enjoying each others company, though I was prepared for her never to speak to me again after she found out about my deceit.

I checked into my hotel suite to change before going back out. Wearing all black, I picked up an unregistered Maserati in the garage. Law enforcement in the States were bad enough, so I didn't need those Interpol fuckers after me, too.

The ride from Mayfair to Chelsea didn't take long. Thankfully, there were places to park outside of the flat. Unlike the seedier parts of London, these streets were clean and safe. I made sure my glock was loaded before exiting the vehicle.

It was too damn easy to pick the fucker's locks, so I used the excess time to go through his drawers. He was extremely organized and had way too many pictures of my babydoll in his office. Growling, I grabbed a bottle of his most expensive wine and pured it down the kitchen drain.

I was sitting on his white leather sofa when he walked through the door. Immediately, he pulled out the phone. I ran over and slapped it out of his hand. I really didn't see what Bella saw in the fucker, but i had to know she was safe with him. If it had of been up to me, he would have been swimming with the fishes long ago.

"Edward Cullen," he asked, confusion on his face. "Why are you in my flat?"

I smirked. "Sit down, Atwood. We need to talk about some shit."

The dumb fucker tried to run, so I was forced to knock him down. We wrestled on the floor, his weak punches nothing against my fists of fury. Soon, I got tired of the shit and hit him with the butt of my gun. I checked his pulse to make sure he was passed out and not dead. Unfortunately, he was still breathing. It was going to be a long fucking night.


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Together Forever

Monday, May 6, 2013

Chapter 20: Million Dollar Man

A/N: The song has been added to the playlist. Please review


You said I was the most exotic flower
Holding me tight in our final hour
I don't know how you convince them and get them, but
I don't know what you do, it's unbelievable
And I don't know how you get over, get over
Someone as dangerous, tainted and flawed as you

One for the money, and two for the show
I love you honey, I'm ready, I'm ready to go
How did you get that way? I don't know
You're screwed up and brilliant,
Look like a million dollar man,
So why is my heart broke?
You got the world but baby at what price?
Something so strange, hard to define
It isn't that hard boy to like you or love you
I'd follow you down down down,
You're unbelievable
If you're going crazy just grab me and take me
I'd follow you down down down, anywhere anywhere

Million Dollar Man-Lana Del Rey

BPOV

Edward paced the room, his large body agitated. We'd been in the SURRENDER changing room for almost an hour, and he had yet to make a move. If it hadn't been for the tent in his pants, I would have thought he didn't want me.

"I shouldn't have brought you here, babydoll," he muttered angrily. "I keep fucking shit up."

I slipped on a black silk robe, the feel of the fabric making my skin tingle. "What's the matter? I want to be here with you, Edward. Talk to me," I begged, touching his shoulder.

He turned around slowly. "You're so goddamned beautiful."

"Then what's the problem?"

"I just," he mumbled, "I want you to know I'll never come here again with anyone. I swear that I'll never cheat again or go back to that destructive lifestyle, babydoll. I need you so much, but I'm afraid if we do this you'll use it against me later. I was so sure before but now…"

I pressed my body against his, my head on his chest. "I can't say I believe you about the cheating, because I don't. Some people would say I'm a fool to even be here with you, but it's my choice. I promise I won't throw it back in your face."

He started playing with my chin length hair, while I listened to the soothing rhythm of his beating heart. We had so many issues to work out, but our attraction for one another was stronger than ever. Edward was the only man I'd let consume me, the only one who made me burn with desire.

"The last time I had sex was when we created our daughters," he said, placing his hand on my lower stomach. "I wasn't worthy that night either, but I'll never regret being with you in that moment. The darkness, the rain, the passion—it was so fucking perfect for us."

"Be with me now," I whispered, unbuckling his pants. "I need you, Edward."

He hesitated briefly, searching my eyes for permission. "This isn't just about me trying to get some pussy. I… I need to be close to you again."

I helped him put on a matching black robe before kissing his bearded jaw. "No more talking. I want to play."

Hand in hand, we walked down a long hallway. Each heavy black door we passed had a number written in gold lettering on the front. I was just about to ask Edward a question when we stopped in front of door number five.

"What's in there?" I asked, biting my lip nervously.

He grinned before turning the knob. On the other side of the door was an all white room with a strange-looking chair in the middle. I walked inside, Edward's warm hand on my lower waist.

"It's a Tantra chair, babydoll," he said huskily, backing away from me. "We can, uh, if you want..."

I bent over and touched the soft fabric. "I bet it'll feel great against my nipples."

Before I could articulate another thought, he was on me. It had been too long since I'd experienced Edward in all his glory. My whole body trembled as he roughly removed our clothing and pushed me down on the chair.

"Once we start this shit I'm not stopping. You better be damn sure you want to proceed," he barked, sliding his hands over my ass.

"I told you I'm in."

Edward stood up causing me to whimper from the lost body heat. A few seconds later, I heard a button click and television screens appeared out of spaces in the wall— there must have been at least a dozen.

Suddenly, I heard sex noises and Edward's voice telling me to come for him.

"Remember when we did this?" He asked. "You were so damn horny that night."

I squeezed my thighs together as I watched Edward's thick cock slide into my rosebud. Anal sex always made me lose my mind, and my husband knew how to work my body perfectly. Seeing us on the screen only made me hornier.

"Now," I begged, glancing over at Edward's darkening eyes.

He chuckled. "Show me you want it."

Sighing, I poked my ass out and began playing with my clit. "Just do it already. I need to come!"

Instead of complying, Edward shook his head. My eyes narrowed when I saw him grab something from a nearby drawer. I was so wet that my fingers kept slipping out of my core.

"Fine! I'll just finish myself off," I huffed, ignoring him.

Thwack. My mind registered the sound before the pleasure-pain. When I peeked over my shoulder I saw Edward's cock standing at full attention while he held a big leather paddle in his hand.

I felt his lips touch where he had just hit me. "You're such a spoiled brat, but I love you."

"No you don't!"

The next blow was much harder...so hard I had to bite down on the raised cushion. I knew the paddling would probably leave a mark but that knowledge just turned me on even more. I wanted Edward to mark me; I wanted the monster to show his face.

"Don't you ever say I don't love you, Bella! You're everything to me. I exist just to see you and our children smile. I loved you from the first moment I saw you, and I'll never stop."

I really hadn't planned anything more than a wild night of sex, and I didn't want our problems to ruin everything. "Okay, let's just not do this right now..."

The screaming in the videos got louder, drowning out my every thought. I wanted Edward as much as he wanted me. I was both disgusted and ecstatic at the realization that there was a part of me which would always be his for the taking.

He smacked me twice more with the paddle before dropping it on the floor. Then, his mouth and tongue were on my overheated and sore cheeks. I jumped when Edward began rimming me slowly, his finger testing the resistance.

"Promise me you'll never let another man touch you like this, babydoll. It would drive me insane," he mumbled.

I wanted to snap and say that he'd touched other women in the same way, but the words died on my tongue. "You're already insane," I teased playfully.

Edward flipped me over and raised my legs over my head. His eyes were twinling as he inserted a long and lubed up middle finger into my sphincter. My clit swelled with need. I was so close to creaming the Tantra chair.

"Touché."

"Ungh! Please!"

He laughed, his shoulders shaking with the effort. "You want me to fuck your little ass hard, don't you?"

I didn't have time to answer, because Edward buried his head in my pussy and went to town. The first orgasm curled my toes and made me see stars. The second and third orgasms rendered me helpless. I was screaming so loud I thought I'd lose my voice.

"Right there...right there," I chanted, using his hair as a guide.

Edward snarled. "That fucking hurts! You're going to make me go bald."

I giggled and panted loudly. "Bald men can be sexy."

When I opened my eyes again, Edward was hovering over me, staring at my face. I remained still while he buried his head in the crook of my neck and sniffed me. Then, he kissed me on the lips. Knowing that all my juices were still clinging to his lips, tongue, and beard caused my body to spasm.

"I love you," he whispered, licking me slowly. "You're so beautiful and passionate."

We continued to deep kiss until I felt Edward's cock throbbing against my entrance. I grabbed his meat, hoping to guide him home, but he stopped me. I was confused until I saw him reach down and pull out a condom.

"I know... I know you won't...not unless I use a fucking rubber..."

I blushed. "Oh, I almost forgot. You don't have to..."

He put his fingers over my lips. "You don't trust me, Bella-I can see it in your eyes. If using a Trojan is the only way to be with you, I'll gladly use it."

I nodded silently, watching Edward roll the prophylactic over his cock. He looked so sad and defeated. I loved going bareback with my husband, but that was before I found out about the cheating. Being pregnant meant I couldn't risk an STD or worse. He was right; I still didn't trust him at all.

I placed my hand over his heart. "I'm so sorry, Edward. I thought I could but..."

He grimaced. "It's okay. I didn't expect shit to get this far. We can leave or try out the other rooms. I know having sex with me must disgust you. I'm so fucking sorry."

"It's not that," I began, biting my lip. "I think I just need more time."

Edward kissed my forehead and turned away to get rid of the condom. When he returned, he picked me up and carried me to the door. I laid my head against his shoulder, gently sliding my fingertips through his scruffy beard.

"Good thing I'm a resourceful motherfucker. Let's go to the licking room. It has sweet lollipops and other shit you can put in your mouth."

I shivered. "Like what?"

He smirked. "What do you think?"

Oh my. "Just because I'm not ready for full-fledged sex doesn't mean I don't want to touch you, Edward. I still give mean head, and I love to swallow," I whispered, licking the shell of his ear.

~~LAMTAF2~~

"Remind me never to let Edward take you out the day before a book tour. You look positively wrecked," Angela complained while helping me into a pair of red heels.

I laughed. "Don't act like you and Ben haven't been fucking like bunnies since we've been here."

Angela hip-checked me. "Girl, we are living our dreams. I remember how many nights we stayed up thinking about what kind of men we'd marry."

"You did better than me in that area," I admitted.

She shook her head. "We both fell in love, Bella. Love isn't always roses and sunshine. I go through tings with Ben, too. You and Edward have something special."

"Then why did he cheat? I tried to be everything to him, Ang. I just feel so worthless sometimes."

Her eyes studied me carefully. "You know i don't condone what he did, but he was sick. I really have seen positive changes in him since he returned. Don't sacrifice you happiness by staying in the past."

I knew she was also talking about my other problem. "Did your parents ever say anything about Renee cheating on Charlie? Forks is so tiny and everyone knew each other's business..."

"I really don't think it was common knowledge. Do you know what you want to do about Phil? He seems pretty eager to meet you."

I thought about it and nodded my head. "I want to at least hear what he has to say. Edward has someone watching the guy and so far he checks out. I need closure, Ang."

An employee of the bookstore walked in the room smiling. "They're ready for you, Mrs. Cullen. You look great."

"Thanks," I said, smiling at the young woman. "Let's just hope my ankles don't swell up too much in these shoes."

The bookstore was packed with people of all genders and ages holding my book. I signed things while readers told me their personal love stories and asked about Vladimir and his family. For me, the best part of being a writer was knowing my words were affecting people.

Three hours later, I was ready to drop. The signing had been a complete success and brought the independent bookstore some good sales. I was talking to an elderly couple when I felt masculine hands encircle my waist.

"Pardon me, but I think my wife needs to go home and rest. She's expecting twins," Edward said in greeting, his voice like warm honey.

I quickly signed the couple's book and beamed as they congratulated us on the babies. I was so tired that my husband had to hold me up. It had been a long two days, and I really just wanted to get home to Dante and my own bed.

"We still don't know if we're having twins," I muttered.

"I'm pretty fucking potent, babydoll. You're lucky it's not triplets this time."

Edward expertly dodged my elbow and led me to the back room. Then, he bent down and helped me put on some comfortable slippers. I watched him kiss Angela's cheek as she waved us away, promising she could finish on her own with the help of the staff.

"I'm starving!" I exclaimed as Edward settled me into the passenger seat. "I could eat a horse."

He ran to the driver's side and slammed the door. "We have reservations at Patina. I invited Angela and Ben, but he told me they had other plans tonight. Is that okay?"

I was fine with Burger King, but Edward liked the finer things in life. "Sure," I said smiling. "I could go for something drenched in a rich sauce."

About half an hour later, a valet was taking Edward's car keys. My husband did his usual tough guy act and scared the guy shitless before leading me inside. There were well dressed people occupying every table. Thankfully, I was wearing an expensive designer sheath dress Alice had picked out for my tour.

"Right this way," the waiter said, leading us to a nice booth.

Edward sat on the same side as me, his arm slung around my shoulder. "My wife is pregnant," he said much too loudly, "so she can't have wine. We'll have Pellegrino with lemons and lots of ice. Put some organic berries in my wife's glass."

After the waiter left, Edward stood up. "I need to use the men's room. There are two guards in here watching you. Press the emergency number on your phone if anyone gives you shit."

I took out my phone and called Jasper while I waited. He and Alice had Dante for the night, and I just wanted to make sure my little lamb wasn't being a terror. Jaz assured me everything was fine and let me hear Dante softly snoring in his bed.

When I looked up, I saw a tall blonde woman heading to the restroom. As I idly flipped through my phone messages, Edward returned. It seemed like he'd been gone longer than normal, and he seemed more relaxed than he had when we'd arrived. Less than a minute later, the blonde returned to her seat. I saw red as she looked our way and smiled.

"Did you fuck her, Edward?"

"What?"

Sighing, I pointed to the blonde. "She came out a little after you and..."

He pounded his fist on the table, making several people look our way. "I don't even fucking know that bitch. All I did in the men's room was take my meds and wash my fucking face."

I wanted to trust him but history was not on his side. "Please just be honest with me."

Edward glared at me, his eyes intense. "I'll get our food to go. I can't do this shit today."

Seconds later, the blonde walked across the room and stopped at the booth behind us. All the color drained from my face as I realized my mistake. Edward hadn't done anything wrong. He had every right to hate me.

"I'm sorry."

He growled. "That fucking hurt, babydoll. I'm trying so hard to make you love me again. I would never..."

The ride back to the mansion was quiet. Edward wouldn't look at me. I ate the fancy dinner alone while he went to do some laps in the pool. He returned an hour later and went straight to the shower. I tried to open the bathroom door, but it was locked.

I was almost finished with my dessert when he came out wearing a pair of low-slung pajama shorts and a white t-shirt. His beard was getting out of control, but he refused to shave. I was beginning to miss his smooth jaw.

"Do you want me to warm you up something to eat?" I asked tentatively.

He grunted a harsh "Goodnight," and laid down on the bed, his back facing me.

"I'm sorry," I repeated pathetically, wishing I could change the last few hours.

~~LAMTAF~~

"Are you going to do it before or after our little babydolls are born?" Edward asked as we stopped at a red light.

"What?"

"Divorce me. I know you're going to sign the fucking papers. We're too broken to make it work. Our marriage is basically over, isn't it?"

I nodded. "I wish things were different, Edward."

He removed his Aviators. "How long?"

"We can wait until the babies are a few months old, but I think we should have Jenks start the proceedings. No matter what, we'll always be friends and partners."

The rest of our drive was silent. We were headed to a Mafia dinner in honor of Edward being in town. The hosts were Cosa Nostra but had always been friendly with the Volturi. I really didn't want to attend, but I felt like i owed Edward after the previous night's disastrous dinner.

When we were waiting at the entrance, Edward handed me a small gun. "Put this in your purse. We're not supposed to bring weapons, but I don't trust all these motherfuckers. Hide it under your prenantal vitamins. They barely fucking check the wives."

I quickly did as he said, shuddering when we were allowed through the iron gates. I knew my husband was dangerous, and his world was full of killers. Even after the divorce, I would still remain a Mafia wife, meaning it was important for me to help keep my family safe.

The host turned out to be an older Italian man with a dark face and bushy eyebrows. He greeted Edward in a thick Italian brogue, his eyes occasionally flickering to me. Whatever my husband said must have pleased him greatly, because he laughed often and loudly.

"Such beauty," the man said, kissing the back of my hand. "In my day I would have lost my head over a woman like you."

I smiled politely. "It's a pleasure to meet you, sir."

"Babydoll, why don't you go mingle with the wives while i talk shop. Dinner will be ready in half an hour," Edward said, dismissing me.

I quickly learned all the women weren't wives; there were just as many mistresses. When I talked about being pregnant, several old women speaking Italian tried to touch my stomach. I was able to catch a word here or there, grateful when I got a chance to escape to another sitting room. One other woman was seated in the corner, but I was prepared to ignore her.

"Want a bump?" she asked, her black and platinum blonde streaked hair coiffed distracting me as she held out a line of cocaine.

I shook my head. "Um, I don't do drugs. I'm pregnant and even if..."

She cut me off. "Hey, it takes the edge off. Being with these goombahs can make a girl lose her sanity, ya' know?"

Unfortunately, I did know all too well. The stress of the Mafia life had made Edward turn to hard drugs far too often. He was doing well, but I always worried he would relapse.

"Look, my husband can't be around this stuff. Go flush it down the toilet now."

She huffed. "Who are you to tell me what to do? I'm Vinny's mistress, and he will own this whole fucking operation one day!"

Sure he will. "Well I"m Edward Cullen's wife. I don't think my husband would like hearing about your rudeness."

After rolling her eyes, she left the room. One of our guards stayed at the door while i put my feet up. The woman never returned, and I was glad for the peace. Maybe Edward had been right about postponing the book tour until after the girls were born. I felt exhausted all the time.

I must have fallen asleep, because the next thing I knew, Edward was shaking my shoulder. "It's time for dinner, babydoll. You should have told me your were tired. Pietro would have given you a guest room."

The dinner was lavish and thoroughly Italian. Edward was in his element: Armani suits, expensive watches, and lots of cleavage. I caught one of the lower bosses staring at my chest and quickly adjusted the top of my dress. Strangely, Edward had insisted I wear it to the dinner.

"If he fucking looks at your tits again, I'm gonna jab this knife in his beady eyes," Edward whispered, placing his hand on my thigh.

"Why did you want me to wear this dress? It's barely covers my ass."

He chuckled humorlessly. "We're playing a part. You're doing a very good job."

I twirled my pasta, thinking over his words. "Am I playing a whore?"

"Only in my fantasies," Edward replied, his hand traveling higher up my leg.

Soon, Pietro's fifth young wife decided to engage me in conversation, which fortunately distracted me from Edward's wandering hands. If he kept up his exploration, I was going to need a cold shower and some toy time.

After dinner, we were taken to the garden for dessert. Edward held my hand as several men came up to talk to us. The Dons discussed shipments worth millions of dollars as if it were nothing. Bored, I looked away, but I kept my purse close just in case we needed to make a quick escape.

Across the lawn, I saw the woman from earlier. She had dilated pupils and swayed as she talked. The guy next to her, whom I assumed was Vinny, looked to be at least twenty years older than her. He was openly flirting with other women while she clung to his arm.

"I don't trust that fat fuck," Edward muttered, glancing over at the same man. "He's gotten too damn greedy for his own good."

"His mistress was doing cocaine in the sitting room. I told her to flush it, but I don't think she did."

Edward's face paled. "Fuck! How dare she have that shit around you. I should tell Pietro to kick her the fuck out."

All of a sudden, we heard a loud pop. Edward tackled me to the ground, effectively using his body as a shield. The world seemed to go still before chaos consumed us. Somebody pulled my husband to his feet, and he in turn helped me stand.

"Get her out of here!" Edward yelled, shoving me into the arms of some goon. I protested, but the guy was much bigger and stronger. In less than five minutes I was being rushed back to our vacation mansion. Angela and Ben met me at the door. I felt like I was in a fog as I listened to them ask me various questions.

"Do you think she's in shock? Maybe we should take her to the doctor," Ben suggested, his kind eyes widening in horror.

"Bella, say something. Please, sweetie."

I began sobbing. "I need Edward. Where is he?"

Ben explained that Edward was on his way. He'd called ahead to make sure they would be waiting for me. Angela helped me take off my dress and climb into bed. Between the late hour and stress of the night, sleep soon claimed me.

When I awakened, the blue tint of the television was the only light in the room. Edward was laying next to me, his fingers lazily stroking my slightly protruding stomach. He looked relieved when he saw me try to sit up.

"What happened?" I asked, my voice groggy with sleep.

He sighed. "Vinny's mistress shot him in the fucking head. It wasn't a Mafia thing, just a domestic matter. She tried to take her own life, but one of the Cosa managed to wrestle the gun from her hands."

"Oh my god!"

"Yeah, she was fed up with his shit. He promised her the world, but he loved getting his dick wet. It's no great loss to Pietro's crew."

I cupped Edward's cheek. "Does it bring back bad memories from the day your father was killed? I can dial Doctor Crowley..."

He kissed my bare shoulder. "Not really. My only thought was about keeping you safe. All this shit means nothing if I lose my family. I don't want to be like the Vinnys of the world.

You know... If I'd never met you, his life could have easily been mine. I treated bitches...women like dirt. I didn't even love you the way you deserved."

"Edward," I murmured, taking off my sleep shirt. "Come here."

"I can't fucking take mind games right now, Bella. Don't start if if you can't finish."

I guided his mouth to my right breast, clutching the sheets as he suckled greedily. I'd been pumping the last few days, but I still had excess milk. I lightly scratched Edward's scalp while he suckled me quietly. It may have seemed strange to outsiders, but I knew it comforted him. Before long, I felt Edward's cock pressing against my thigh.

"Take off your clothes," I commanded.

He shrugged off his shorts, leaving him gloriously naked. Smiling, I pulled him on top of me and began helping him sink inch by inch into my center. It hurt a little, because I hadn't been wet enough, but after the first thrust, the pain became bearable.

"Fuck, babydoll. No condom?"

I kissed his chin. "Not tonight. I need you to go slow. I have to get used to you again."

He grunted, his forehead drenched in sweat. I kept my legs locked tightly around his waist and dug my fingernails into his back. Edward and I hadn't been together without barriers since the night we conceived the girls, but our bodies were still perfectly in sync.

"Lube?"

I shook my head. "No, don't stop. I'm wet enough now."

Edward worked his hips like he was a last call stripper at Chippendales. I spasmed and came hard, gripping his cock. He thrust again and again, not wanting to end the slow torture. Pretty soon, I was riding a second wave. Edward pulled out, his hooded eyes on me as he squirted warm cum over my lower stomach and swollen clit.

He gave a mighty roar, before collapsing next to me. "That was fucking amazing, Bella."

The only sound heard in the room was our heavy breathing. I turned over to go to sleep, but Edward had other plans. He flipped me over and inserted his index finger in my mouth. I gazed at him lazily as he began stroking his semi hard-on.

"Again."

Yes.
~~LAMTAF~~

Before we could even cross the threshold, Dante was in my arms. I cuddled my little lamb, breathing in his newest baby shampoo. He smelled like warm sunshine and pure innocence. I kissed his cherubic face all over, savoring the sweetness.

"Ma ma!"

Edward grabbed him from my arms. "What about me?"

Dante giggled, his eyes sparkling. "Da da."

Since all the members of the family had things going on, we spent a relaxing day in our house. Dante was having fun with his daddy, so I invited Edward to spend the night. There was still a lot of messed up stuff between us, but our little lamb came first.

Over the next few days, I had a doctor's appointment that confirmed I was having girl twins. Edward cried with joy while hugging the doctor. I thought it was a little freaky that he knew about the babies before the tests.

I'd promised myself not to lead Edward on anymore, but we continued to have lots and lots of sex. I forgot why I'd even considered using a condom. We didn't discuss the divorce or anything important; we just fucked.

After a particularly intense night, I pushed Edward away as he tried to mount me. "We need to talk."

He rolled over, taking me with him. "I know what you're going to say, Bella. The divorce doesn't matter. This," he pointed at our naked flesh, "will never be over."

I sat up. "We have to move on. It's not good for us to keep going down the same road."

Edward reached up and squeezed my breast. "We belong together forever. A goddamn
 piece of paper won't change shit. I'll always be the only one pounding your sweet pussy and ass. You'll always be the one that owns me. I fucked up but never ever again. Stay with me, babydoll."

I whimpered, pulling away from him. "You broke my heart! I can't just pretend to..."

"To what? Love me?"

I got on my hands and knees, giving Edward permission to take my body. He lubed up his cock and slid into my rosebud. I met him thrust for thrust, my moans sounding more like a wounded animal than a human being. I wasn't even really aroused; I just wanted to numb my mind.

"It hurts." I whispered, startling Edward.

I was talking about my heart, but he pulled out slowly. I felt his eyes on me for a long time, then the bedroom door closed. When I turned around, he was getting dressed. I felt out of sorts and just plain tired.

"I abused you," he confessed. "I fucking put bruises on your body. I treated you like trash.

I tried to control you. I broke your spirit. I threatened you. I almost...raped you. My Mafia shit almost got you killed. Then, I fucking cheated on you. I haven't been a good husband.

"One day when our kids grow up they'll ask why we got divorced. I...I want you to tell them the truth, Bella. I want you to tell them I was a goddamned monster, and you couldn't stand to be with me anymore."

I felt tears falling down my cheeks before I registered the fact that I was weeping. "You are good, Edward ...a good father. I...we still need you."

He walked to the door, defeat in his every step. "Sign the divorce papers. I set you free, Persephone. I always knew I wasn't strong enough, but you were definitely worth the fight."

Thanks for reading.

Monday, March 4, 2013

Dirty Thirties Smuttake Part 2

Everybody loves my baby
but my baby don't love nobody but me
nobody but me
Now
everybody wants my baby
but my baby don't want nobody but me
that's plain to see!

Everybody Loves My Baby-Roswell Sisters

Washington State, September 1933

BPOV

"Turn up that wireless, Bella. We need to put a smile on your pretty face," Rose suggested, handing me a glass of milk.

In less than a year, things had changed so much. After I left Edward, I went downtown to join the nunnery. I was walking across the street when a little boy darted in front of a car. Somehow, I just managed to pull him out of the way in time.

The little's boy's name was Brady. A Mr. and Mrs. Rose and Emmett McCarty turned out to be his parents. He also had a twin brother named Colin. They were so grateful to me for saving their son's life. I was still planning to join the nunnery but fate had other plans.

As I turned to leave, Rose stopped me and asked if I had any family. I broke down and told her my whole life story, right there in the middle of the street. By the time I got to the part about Banner and the factory job interview, I was a mess. Rose said something to Emmett, and before I knew it, they were loading me into their car.

They'd been in Chicago to check up on some of their investments and show the boys the big city. I'd never seen a woman talk to her husband the way Rose McCarty talked to Emmett. It was like she was the one in control.

We ended up driving all the way to Washington State. I'd never spent so much time in a motor! Along the way, we stayed in hotels and at friend's houses. Everyone accepted me so easily and I thanked God that I wasn't alone and without a home.

Angela Cheney, another one of the ranch's residents, handed me a sugar cookie. "Bella, you look ready to drop. Has that little angel been keepin' you awake at night?"

Smiling, I shook my head. "No, he's perfect. God couldn't have given me a better baby. Sometimes I look at him sleeping, and I feel like my heart is going to burst."

"Where is he? I wanted to have him try on more of C and B's hand me downs." Rose questioned.

"He's out in the field with Bree. She's planting today and volunteered to watch him for a bit to give me a break. He's loves being outside," I mused happily.

Rose took my now empty cup and refilled it for me. "That's nice. Was his father fond of the outdoors?"

I choked on my cookie. Everyone at the McCarty Ranch was under the impression that I was a widow. I'd told them that my husband was killed in one of the mining camps. It was the only way to ensure that my baby boy grew up with all the opportunities in life.

Angela stared worriedly at me as Rose smirked. I tried to get myself under control while contemplating why Rose looked so smug. She and the women of the Ranch were the closest I'd ever come to having sisters. I just hoped that they'd never find out the truth and shun me.

Help me, God!

The girls began talking about the Depression while I finished my snacks. There were Hoovervilles popping up all over the State. The government was proposing new plans but none of them were working. We helped where we could by delivering leftover food and blankets to the camps near us, but it didn't seem to ever be enough.

"What about you, Bella? Do you think The New Deal is going to take us out of this Depression?" Rose asked, in an attempt to bring me back into the conversation.

I shrugged. "I'm not sure. I pray that it does, though. I want Dante and all our kids to grow up in a better America. It pains me to see babies crying for milk and mothers being treated like dogs."

Both Angela and Rose nodded. Times were hard, but we all hoped that things would turn around. Charlie always believed in the great spirit of America. He would have seen the Depression as a test. It was our duty to survive and learn from past mistakes.

"Dante is such an exotic sounding name, Bella? I know you said you picked it because your love of his books, but was Dante's father Italian-American?" For some reason, Rose was being unusually curious today.

"I have to go check on my little lamb," I mumbled, shuffling out of the kitchen. Rose was getting too close to the truth. I couldn't go down that road again. It was the past.

On my way to find Bree, I passed all the migrant workers. Rose and Em employed as many people as they could with the Ranch's profit. They had rules to keep us safe, and so far, there hadn't been any incidents.

When I got to the corn field, I saw Bree down on her hands and knees digging into the dirt. My little boys' laughter could be heard over the silly song she was singing to him. I stopped for a minute and let them finish their game before approaching.

"I hope to have baby like you someday, Dante," Bree murmured, kissing his rosy cheeks.

"Maybe you will if you stop ignoring that Riley fellow. He's sweet on you." I must have startled her because she let out a small scream.

I kneeled down on the ground and patted her back. "I didn't mean to frighten you, dear. I just came to get my little lamb. It's time for another feeding and changing. He smells a bit ripe." We laughed as Dante sucked on his fingers and made happy noises.

A few minutes later, my baby and I headed to the house. At three months old, he was much heavier than he'd been at birth, but even then he was ten pounds. It had felt like I was pushing out a watermelon. I'd really thought that I was going to die.

Rose and the girls had been great. They stayed with me all day and night as I struggled through the pain. A few times, I got weak and called out for Edward. At that time, I wished that he'd been there with me in the room, but I knew that it would have never happened. Edward had made it very clear that he didn't want to be a husband or a father.

"I'm sorry it's just us, little lamb," I cooed, kissing my baby's forehead.

Being a mother was a hard job. Dante was totally dependent upon me. I had to boil his diapers, feed him from my breasts, and make sure he didn't fall out of anything. It seemed like my little lamb was always rolling! It was hard labor on top of my other work, but I wouldn't have changed it for the world.

Emmett and Rose had been kind enough to give me my own room in their main house. Bree, Angela, and I were the only ones that shared it with them. The rest of the workers were in cabins and bunkhouses spread throughout the property. Some of the more temporary ones lived in tents along the river.

Angie's husband, Ben, worked for the Civilian Conservation Corps, so he was only on the Ranch for a few months out of the year. During those times, she stayed with him in one of the small private cabins.

Bree was the daughter of Russian immigrants who died of fever. She was one of the hobos that had caught a runaway train out West. She'd been smart and dressed as a man to avoid rape and other assault. When she got to Washington, a friend told her about the McCarty Ranch. Rose, liking the brains of the girl, hired her on the spot. Bree was only eighteen, but she had an old soul.

The girls were great housemates. They doted on Dante and didn't mind helping me out with him. We worked very hard during the day, but we also had fun and shared our dreams. They were the best friends I'd ever had in my short life.

"Now you smell like mommy's angel," I said, sprinkling Dante's bottom with talcum powder.

He laughed and put his fat little hand over his stomach. It was something he did when he was hungry. Smiling, I began to unbutton my work smock. Motherhood had given me much bigger breasts. Dante's little cupid's lips were suckling before I even lowered the straps of my Kestos bra.

While he fed, I thought about my parents and how much they would have loved their grandson. Then, I began to think of Edward and our magical night together. Maybe if I'd have known I was pregnant, I would have stayed.

I must have fallen asleep, because when I woke up, there were sounds of a commotion in the hallway. I was about to cover my breast when Edward burst through the door. Oh, Lord. He looked like an angry bull until he saw Dante in my arms. Then, his eyes softened considerably.

I quickly covered myself as Rose rushed into the room.

"What's going on? Why is he here?" I asked warily.

She began ringing her hands and pacing the floor. "Oh, I wanted to prepare you first, Bella, but this…this man burst through the door and demanded to see you at once."

Finally, I got the courage to look up into Edward's emerald eyes. He hadn't changed at all unless you counted the fact that he looked even more prosperous. I wanted to get up and run away, but I had Dante to think about.

"Shouldn't you be asking me that, babydoll?" He stepped inside the room and knelt down by my rocking chair. "I'm not going to bother to ask. Everyone can see he's mine. It's like looking at me as a baby. Can I hold my son?"

I nodded and passed Dante over.

Nothing had prepared me for the sight of them together. It was pure beauty and it took my breath away. My little lamb latched onto his daddy's finger and just stared. It was almost like he knew who was holding him.

"Hello, Dante, I'm your daddy. It's nice to meet you," Edward said softly, as he kissed our little boy's cheeks.

Half an hour later, Rose came to check on us. She took Dante out so that Edward and I could talk. I felt nervous about being alone with him. We'd had sex and conceived a child together, but we were still almost strangers.

I also hated my traitorous body. When I got here, I read every scripture of the Bible that mentioned fornication and adultery, but Edward still had a spell on me. Looking at him in his fancy blue suit and smelling his expensive cologne made my lower body moisten. I was ashamed of myself.

"Edward, I…" Those were the only words I was able to utter because he attacked me. His lips were fierce and hungry as he begged for entrance. Wanting to please him, I eagerly opened up my mouth. We both groaned as our tongues met and massaged each other.

Edward's eyes darkened as he looked down at my breast. In my haste, I hadn't put it away. He got rid of the bra before I could protest. Then, I felt his soft lips on my nipples. It caused a burning feeling deep in my stomach and made me crave release.

"Edward, don't…" I pleaded unconvincingly. "I've been feeding Dante. The milk…"

Smirking, he puckered his lips and pulled hard, drawing out a strong spurt of my mother's milk. I felt dirty. Surely, this wasn't something that a man was supposed to do! The milk was for my baby and no one else.

Sensing my fear, Edward stopped and looked up at me. "Don't fucking push me away,
Bella. I love your milk. It, your skin, and your pussy are the best things I've ever tasted. I've spent a year looking for you. Don't deny me," he growled before giving my other nipple the same exquisite torture.

"Ungh! No, we can't," I cried out. "It goes against the Bible."

Unfazed, Edward reached down and slipped his fingers into my undergarments. It felt wonderful and oh so wrong! I'd tried touching myself down there a few times but my fingers didn't give the pleasure that I'd known from Edward.

"There's sex in the Bible, Bella. Besides, you want this as much as me. You're wet."

Blushing, I finally managed to push him away and stand up. "This is wrong. We are not married. I have already sinned once in your arms. I will not sin again."

It was quiet for a long time. Then, Edward walked over to me. He wrapped his arm around my waist and I leaned back onto his strong chest. Even though I was half naked and leaking milk, I felt safe in Edward's embrace.

When he began taking the rest of my undergarments off, I couldn't find it in myself to protest. Seconds later, his suit joined my clothes in a pile on top of the bed. Before long, we were as naked as Adam and Eve in the garden.

Because I was ashamed, I covered my breasts and womanhood. Edward quickly removed my hand and kissed the palm. "I'm not the same," I whispered sadly.

He got down on his knees. "You're fucking perfect, babydoll. Do you know how long I've wanted this?" he asked as he began licking me." I dreamt about you every night. I've spent all these months looking for you. My heavies think I'm insane. All I could think of was being with my babydoll."

Slowly, I began pulling him up and back us against the wall. Edward took charge and picked me up. I held his muscular arms as he slipped inside of me. I'd had a very poor memory of his lovemaking.

"Tell me what you want me to do, dame? Do you want it hard or fast?" he asked, grunting.

I wrapped my legs around his waist, kissing the light sprinkling of hair on his chin. "I just want you."

"Then you shall have me."

My body spasmed as the first round of pleasure overtook me. I didn't have time to come down because Edward was pounding me into the wall. I reached down and touched his manhood while he dug his fingers into my backside. I hadn't the strength to keep standing, so he was supporting both of our weights.

"There…there, Edward! It's happening again," I murmured, clawing at his sweaty back.

Suddenly, he slammed into me, sending me into another fit. I dug my heels into his backside and pulled his hair as we began to kiss savagely. There was nothing sweet and gentle, because it was the kiss of two lovers that had been apart for far too long.

"Fuck! I'm going to come, babydoll. Your pussy is too tight, even now. Shit!"

I pushed at his chest and wiggled away. "Let me down, Edward. You'll have to pull out."

Groaning, he did as I asked.

Not wanting to deny him anything, I dropped to my knees and opened my mouth. This was something I'd seen in one of those sinful books I'd read, but I instinctively knew that Edward would enjoy it. His eyes were already rolling back into his head as I inserted his shaft into my mouth.

The minute my tongue touched him, his eyes flew open. "Fucking hell. You don't have to do that, babydoll. Get up from there."

Shaking my head, I began slowly licking him. A few seconds later, a thick fluid began coating my mouth. I swallowed the sweet and salty globs as fast as I could. Pretty soon,

Edward was using my hair as a pulley. I choked on his manhood a few times but soon got the hang of it all.

"Ti amo, babydoll. Yes, yes, hell yes! Your fucking mouth is the sweetest fucking torture," he mumbled, holding me in place.

Eventually, he became limp and pulled out. Now that it was over, I felt ashamed again.

Crying, I stood up and walked over to the bed. Then I wrapped my favorite quilt around myself and began to pray. I asked God to forgive me and to tame the evil temptress inside of me.

I was still praying when Edward joined me. He pulled me into his lap and held me as I sobbed. "Shhh, babydoll. I can't stand to see you cry. Nothing we've done was wrong. I love you."

"This is the will of God, that ye should abstain from fornication, First Thessalonians, chapter four and verse three. I'm going to Hell," I stated sadly.

Edward began to laugh. The more he laughed, the angrier I got. Before long, we were wrestling on the bed. I managed to get on top. I was tugging on his unruly hair when he slipped his manhood inside of me again. All the Biblical thoughts left my mind as he began gyrating.

"You're on top, babydoll. Ride me like you mean it. I want to feel it deep in my soul," he commanded.

There were horses on the ranch so I'd gotten a lot of practice in riding. I put those skills to use as I wantonly bounced and moved on top of Edward. He made noises that reminded me of the animals in the barn.

"You sound funny," I said, giggling.

He slapped my backside and pulled me down for another smoldering kiss. "You're my perfect woman, Bella. You're a tigress in the bed and a lady outside. No wonder I love you."

My heart soared, but I knew they were just empty words. "Don't lie to me."

A little while later, I was writhing under Edward as he licked my juices. I buried my fingers in his hair and lost myself. The only thing I felt was his long tongue sliding in, out, and over me. Pretty soon, it got to be too much.

"Edward! Yes. Please. Yes. Ungh! Ungh! I'm dying," I screamed, as the final orgasm pulsated throughout my body. I felt it everywhere.

Lazily, I watched as Edward stroked his manhood as his thick fluid coated my nether curls. "I love your cock," I moaned, instantly regretting it and covering my mouth. Cock was not a word ladies used.

He threw his head back and laughed. "You're full of fucking surprises, babydoll. Say pussy and fuck."

"No!"

Suddenly, he began tickling me. To stop the torture, I said what he wanted to hear. "Fuck. Pussy. Now get off of me, you…you Devil!"

"Remember to add my in between those words, and you've got the only sentence I want to hear coming out of your pretty mouth," he instructed while laughing at me.

I should have known! All Edward wanted from me was fornication. He didn't care about Dante or marriage. Once again, I was the stupid one. What kind of woman let a man use her this way? Surely, it wasn't healthy.

Edward Cullen was bad for me, and I knew it. As I shuffled to the washroom, I thought about what I could do to be rid of the demon.

Beside a shady nook a moment's bliss we took
To talk of love beneath the stars above
I held your hand and whispered
Dear, I love you, I love you
and though it's just a dream
An idle scheme of mine to win your heart
And yet it seemed divine, it must be true
I am with you and you are mine, all mine

It Must Be True-Bing Crosby

EPOV

My babydoll fucking confused me. I wanted to join her in the washroom, but she looked like she needed time, so I grabbed a cigar out of my jacket and lit up. Her room was kind of small for my tastes, but she'd decorated it comfortably.

Seeing the baby crib in the corner and her cheery artwork on the walls gave me pause. This was unfamiliar territory for me. I'd had a million molls, and dames threw their pussy at me, but no one lighted a fire in my heart like my little tigress had done.

The day she vanished, I sent all my goons out to find her. Pretty soon, they all began returning empty handed. I went mad and drank my weight in Cognac. My godfather's had me taken to the main mansion and questioned. I told them all about Bella and how she'd stolen my heart. They agreed to help me.

From then on, I didn't care about anything but finding her. As we looked, we heard horror stories about dames that had been raped and killed. I knew the odds weren't good for a woman like Bella. She had no family, friends, or money, and that made her a target.

I was crueler than normal in my business dealings, so I put more than a few people in Chicago overcoats. These were bloody times, and like my father, I was a man that had to set an example. The Great Depression wasn't bad for ruthless people like me. It was a time to make loads of green.

Just when I'd started to believe that Bella was an angel granted to me for just one night, we got a tip from one of the Russian Mobsters out West. I'd circulated Bella's picture among various Organization members, and he'd recognized her.

He told me that there was a girl fitting my babydoll's description at a McCarty Ranch in Washington State. When he described her, I knew he was talking about my Bella. When he told me that she had the cutest little copper haired and green eyed baby, I almost had a heart attack. Bella had given birth to my baby!

I had to make sure, so I asked Riley to inquire about her the next time he had business dealings with Emmett, the head of the Ranch. Then, I began preparing for the trip and put Felix and Kate in charge of HADES in my absence.

My mom and sister blew their wigs when I told them everything. They insisted on joining me. The next day we started the long journey from Chicago to San Francisco. I'd done it a few times on business, so I knew the route well.

Three days ago, we made it to California. I had several cars, various furniture, and trailers waiting for us. Mom and Alice had shopped every store in the Nation at this point. They'd brought enough baby clothes, dresses, and blankets for thousands of people. By the time we pulled up the Ranch, I was fucking whacky.

Emmett McCarty was away in Denver on business, so Riley led the way. He was a young guy, but the head of the biggest Russian outfit on the West Coast. The Seattle Mafia outfit was unfamiliar to me, but my godfathers had friends here.

The minute the car stopped, I ran into the house. A tall blonde woman, who I assumed was Rosalie, tried to stop me, but I was faster. My heart was pounding out of my chest as

I pushed open the door. I wasn't prepared for the sight of my angel breastfeeding. I wanted to fall at her feet and weep tears of joy. Instead I acted like a fucking caveman and took her against a wall.

Fuck!

Twenty minutes later, I was still waiting for Bella. I hastily got dressed and began pounding on the door. There was no answer. I was about to break it down, when she finally came out of the room. Her eyes were red from crying, and she looked sick.
"Bella, what's wrong?" I asked worriedly.

She wrapped her small arms around my waist and hugged me tightly. "I know you don't want any of this, but I have to thank you for coming. It was nice for Dante to meet his daddy. You two are beautiful together. Don't worry about us. We'll be fine. I'll raise him to be a great young man."

What? She thinks… Shit!

Returning the hug, I lifted her small body into my arms. "I'm not going anywhere, babydoll. If you want to stay in Washington, I'll buy a house here. If you want to go back to Chicago, you and Dante can move in with me."

She laid her head on my shoulder and whispered, "Move in?"

I smirked. "As in live with me. By the way, what's my son's middle name?"

She beamed upon hearing the question. "His full name is Dante Charles Emanuele Swan."

"That's beautiful, babydoll. You gave him a mostly Italian name. Who is Charles, and why isn't my son a Masen?" I asked, frowning.

Sighing, Bella told me the whole story about how she'd lied and said she was a widow. I was angry, but I understood her need to protect our son. I just wished that she never fucking ran from me, but I knew that the old me wouldn't have handled the news of a pregnancy well.

My babydoll was so brave. I listened intently as she also told me about her father and how she nursed him throughout his sickness. When she got to the part about some sleezeball, named Banner, making a pass at her for a job, I made a mental note: I bet the motherfucker wouldn't be coming on to poor, unsuspecting girls after my goons broke his goddamn kneecaps!

Realizing that it had gone quiet, I looked down at my angel. "What's wrong? Why did you stop talking? Tell me everything, Bella."

She blushed and laid her head on my shoulder again. "The day that Dante was born, I called for you. I was delirious with pain, and I almost wished that you had of been there. I know it's not common for a man to attend a birthing, but I wanted you."

"I would have been right by your side, babydoll," I reassured, kissing her nose.

A few minutes later, we walked downstairs hand in hand. There was no one in the house so we went outside to find them. It was late afternoon, which meant work would be going on for a few more hours.

Bella had changed into a pretty green and white gingham dress. She looked healthy and even more beautiful than I'd remembered. Her tits were definitely bigger and so was her ass. Making love to her after all this time had been pure-fucking-heaven.

"He loves being outside," she whispered, pointing to our son. He was lying down in some kind kind of basket wrapped in blankets.

I picked him up and cradled him to my chest. "There you are. Sorry I kept mommy away for so long. You've had her for months, and I just found her again."

The small blonde girl that had been watching my boy stood up and held out her hand. "I am Bree. It is nice to meet father of Dante. I glad that Bella and him not alone anymore," she said in a thick Slavic accent.

"Dobriy den'. My name is Edward. Any friend of Bella and Dante is a friend of mine."
"You speak Russian?" Bree asked, looking astonished.

I nodded and began lightly bouncing my son. He'd started to whine a little, but I wasn't ready to hand him over. Bella looked like she would grab him from my arms at any minute, though. I hadn't been here for long, but I could already see that she was a wonderful mother.

"I'm a businessman, dear Bree; therefore, I speak many languages. Thank you for taking care of my little boy. He seems to like you a lot." Like Bella often did, Bree blushed and looked away.

A few seconds later, I heard footsteps coming our way. Instinctively, I reached for my heater. I never went anywhere unarmed. The world wasn't a safe place, and now I also had my woman and child to protect.

"Don't shoot me, Masen. I was just getting the lovely Bree some lemonade," Riley said, taking his place by the blonde girl, who blushed redder as she took the offered glass.

I looked to Bella for an explanation, but she was too busy beaming at the both of them. Clearly, my soon to be wife was a matchmaker. In my experience, dames were never satisfied unless all their girlfriends were married with babies.

"So, we'll leave you two alone," I mumbled, doubting that they heard me anyway.

By the time we got back to the house, Mom and Alice were inside. They practically ran over to Bella and me, snatching Dante along the way. He cooed and smiled at his grandmother and aunt, effectively earning their hearts for life.

"He's beautiful," mom sobbed.

Alice practically vibrated with joy. "He looks just like you, Edward."

I nodded proudly. "He's a sturdy little fellow, too. I just had a sample of what he eats, and I can see why he's so big."

Bella gasped. "Edward!"

Laughing, Rose walked into the room. "Don't play shy now. We all heard your reunion, doll. I had to take the babies outside."

"Oh god," Bella groaned as she laid her small head on my chest. I leaned d own and kissed her temple, inhaling the scent of her arousal. She still wanted me.

Smirking, I led Bella over to the living room suite. Mom and Alice sat down on the sofa with Rose while Bella and I chose the loveseat. It felt so fucking good to have her in my arms again. I felt like if I blinked, she would disappear.

"Why didn't you tell me, Bella?" Rose asked, breaking me out of my spell.

My babydoll sniffled and wiped her nose. "I couldn't. I didn't know I was pregnant the day we met up, but I knew there was a chance. That's why I told you I was a widow. Then later, when my suspicions came true, it was just easier to keep lying. I'm so sorry Rose."

Smiling, the tall blonde woman took a sip of her tea. "I'm not mad at you, sweetie. I'm just sad we missed all those months of good gossip!" Rose's declaration made my mom and sister laugh. Not to be outdone, our son began cooing.

Deciding to just go ahead and bite the fucking bullet, I turned to my angel. "When do you want to get married?"

Mom screamed, Alice jumped up, and Rose chocked on her tea before Bella said the words that broke my heart, "I don't want to marry you."

Taken aback, I recoiled from her. "What the fuck, Bella? Why not? We have a kid. I thought this was what a dame like you would want."

She stood up and put her small hands on her hips, glaring at me. "I want a man that loves me for me. You're just doing what you think is right. We won't last if Dante is our only reason for being together. I'll always feel like I forced you into something you didn't truly want. What about all the molls you have back in Chicago? I can't live knowing that you're with other women."

I pulled on my hair as I leaned forward. "I'm not… I can't…just give up my life. You know what I do, Bella. I promise that you and Dante will have the best of everything. It's just a piece of paper that makes our son legitimate before the eyes of the law."

She smiled sadly and looked at Esme and Ali. "It's nice meeting you, Mrs. Masen, Alice. I feel a little lightheaded. If you don't mind watching Dante, I'd like to lie down now."

Esme smiled at my babydoll. "You couldn't pry this beautiful darling out of my arms. Get some rest, sweetheart."

Rose stood up to help my babydoll up the stairs. After sticking her tongue out at me, Alice followed. I knew that my mom was about to grill my ass. She had that serious look in her eye and little line in her forehead.

"Spit it out," I demanded, looking down at my dozing son.

"Edward Anthony Masen, I'm ashamed of you. That is no way to ask a woman for her hand in marriage. You can't continue on the path you've been going. Don't you want to be alive to see your son grow up?"

I sighed and played with the edge of my jacket. "Of course I do, Mom. You know it's not that easy. I'm a fucking Mobster. Look at Bella, she's fucking innocent. How can I bring her down to Hell with me?"

Mom kissed my forehead before transferring Dante to her shoulder. He was emitting a light snore now, and it was one of the sweetest sounds I'd ever heard. I reached out and felt the skin on the back of his neck. It was silky soft and pure.

"I know you can't change your world, but you can change the way you live in it. Don't be selfish like your father. Bella loves you, and she seems like a sweet young woman. If you really care about her, you'll fight. Fight for your son. Show him that a real man takes care of his responsibilities. Whoring will get you nothing but an early grave," Esme pointed out honestly.

That night, we stayed over for dinner. Bella didn't want to see me, but I met all her friends. I made sure all the motherfucking men saw my heater, my cars, and my goons. I had to send a message that Bella was mine and off limits.

Because my mother didn't want to impose, we drove to a nearby town and rented an inn. The couple that ran it lived in the cabin out back, so we had the whole place to ourselves. It was furnished nicely, and the couple went out of their way to make us comfortable.

Sometime after midnight, I fell into a fitful sleep and dreamed of my angel and our son. If it was the last thing I did, I was going to get them back. My days of being a fucking screw up were over. I needed Bella like the flowers needed water.

The next day I woke up at the crack of dawn. My main heavy, Felix, drove me to the town's only small bakery. The man and his wife looked scared until I laid down a couple of bills. Then, they seemed to relax considerably.

I had no fucking clue what my babydoll liked, so I had them fresh bake batches of donuts, fritters, and cinnamon rolls. Alice had mentioned that Bella had something of a sweet tooth. They'd gotten to know each other a little last night.

After the bakery trip, we swung by the inn to pick up Esme and Alice. They'd brought enough baby shit for a hundred babies. Alice had even been thoughtful enough to get a few comfortable dresses for my babydoll.

The sun was already high by the time we arrived. I didn't wait for the car to stop before hopping out. I needed to see my babydoll. After talking with Rose, we were informed that Bella was already in the field picking. I was fucking angry that she wanted to work, but I tried to hold it inside. The last thing I needed was for my fucking temper to scare her off.

Wanting to get some alone time, I asked mom and Ali to stay so that I could go find Bella. Thankfully, Rose went through the bag and picked out some donuts that she thought my angel would like. Then, she grabbed a bottle of cold milk and two glasses before putting it all into a small picnic basket. I wanted to kiss her, but I knew that Emmett was a big motherfucker and I liked my balls where they were.

Whistling, I set off to find my family. I wasn't prepared to see Bella with her ass up in the air, singing softly as she dug up corn. I looked around, making sure there was no one close. I wanted to try something, and I didn't want anyone around to see it.

"Everybody loves my baby but my baby don't love nobody but me," Bella sang happily.
"I do love you, babydoll," I murmured, stepping up behind her.

Gasping, she turned around. "You scoundrel! Why did you sneak up on me like that," she whisper-yelled.

I smirked and sat down on the wet dirt, not caring that it was ruining my custom Italian wool suit. Bella was wearing a pretty shirt dress with short sleeves, and even her fucking bare arms drove me crazy. The dress looked a little tight.

"Bella, why are you wearing that out of the house? Motherfuckers better not touch you, or I swear I'll fucking shove their dicks up their asses!"

She slapped me on the cheek and pointed to the side. Dante was sleeping in some kind of basket with a cover to block out sun. He made a sighing noise but didn't open his eyes. I smiled sheepishly at my angel.

"Edward Masen, you have the worst language I've ever heard. What do you want? I have work to do."

I pulled out the bag with the bakery treats and handed it to her along with a cool glass of milk. She looked surprised for a minute before thanking me. I watched hungrily as she bit into a frosted donut. Her full lips encasing the food reminded me of last night when she'd taken my dick into my mouth. That shit was shocking.

"Mmm, it's so good, Edward," she groaned, licking her fingers.

After adjusting myself, I bit into a glazed donut and tried to gain focus again. My babydoll was too sexy for her own good. At this rate, I would fucking cream my pants like a virgin runt.

"So, um, tell me about the corn," I mumbled.

She took a stalk and pointed to the end. "Corn has to be picked while it's cool. You can see the silk has turned brown."

I grunted, taking another bite of donut. "That's neat."

Bella sat the ear of corn aside and smiled playfully. I was about to ask what she was doing, when she turned Dante in the opposite direction, so that he faced away from us.
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he sun was really fucking bright, but there was a cool breeze. We still seemed to be the only two in this section of the field. The smell of wet dirt and growth was thick in my nostrils. It was strange for me because I was always a city rat. I'd never spent much time on a farm unless it was to pick up moonshine or some shit.

Slowly, my babydoll began unbuttoning her shirt dress. My dick jumped in my pants. I wasn't fucking prepared for this so early in the morning. She giggled and undid her bra, leaving her succulent breasts bare. They were perfect.

"Staring is rude," she teased, kissing my cheek.

I nodded, unable to form any coherent sentences.

"Well, corn is a lot like these," Bella stated, pointing to her round white breasts. "You check the kernels on the end to make sure they're firm and milky."

Dumbly, I reached forward and pinched her nipples. She leaned into me, crying out softly. "I want you, Bella."

She held up the ear of corn. "You have to give it a squeeze to see if it's full, rounded, and firm."

I kneaded her breasts, moaning as she looked deep in my eyes. "Feels ripe to me."

"Have you tested for the milk?" She asked, leaning further into me.

I lowered my head and devoured her nipples. Bella's mother's milk tasted even better than it had the previous day. She buried her fingers in my hair and held me close as I suckled and teased her tits. My cock was so hard it hurt.

"After it's picked, you have to cook and eat the corn or store it. Sweet corn is one of my favorites," she finished, taking a bite and handing the kernel to me.

"Delicious," I mumbled, staring at her leaking breasts.

All decorum gone, we became animals. Bella helped me take off my suit while I ripped her undergarments and dress all the way off. Our lips crashed before my shirt was off. I turned Bella around so that she was on her knees.

"We have to be quiet, Edward. Dante was fussy last night. He needs his rest," my babydoll whispered quietly.

I kissed the back of her neck and lined my cock up to her entrance. I wanted to take her sweet little asshole, but her pussy was glistening and shining for me. Besides, anal sex might not be her thing. Most dames were squeamish about that type of shit.

Determinedly, I pushed into Bella's tight pussy. She purred and dug her nails into the dirt. I reached around and softly squeezed her breasts, burying my head in her back because she felt so fucking good. My balls began constricting after three pumps.

"Fuck. You're so fucking tight," I whispered.

She looked back at me and licked her lips. "Fuck. My. Pussy."

It was the hottest shit I'd ever seen in my life. Snarling, I grabbed my babydoll around the waist and began thrusting and pounding into her wetness. She keened and met me move for move. I slapped her ass a few times, remembering that she liked it slightly rough.
""I love you, Bella. Fuck! It's never… It's never been like this. No one else," I sputtered, trying to keep my orgasm at bay.

All of a sudden, my babydoll began to scream. Thinking quickly, I covered her mouth and pushed my cock deep inside of her. She whimpered and shook uncontrollably as I watched a single drop of sweat fall down the crease of her back.
"Harder, Edward. Ungh! Almost there again."

I pulled out and got on my knees. Bella turned around, immediately crawling into my lap so that we were face to face. Her small arms encircled my neck ans I slid back inside of her. In this position, I was able to hit her G spot.

"Edward, Edward, Edward, oh my god!" She moaned, biting down on her lip.
"Come for me, babydoll," I implored while I rubbed her clit.

Suddenly, the world stopped. Bella's pussy clamped down on my dick hard. I threw my head back and looked up at the sun as the first feelings of orgasm hit me. My stomach felt like it was on fire. Bella's small teeth sank into my neck as I used her waist as leverage.
"You're killing me," I grunted, hugging her tightly.

She panted and wiggled in my lap. "I didn't plan this at all. It's just… Last night, I dreamed about us making love out here. I'm sorry. I don't know what I want anymore, Edward. This whore has taken over my soul."

I kissed her forehead. "You're not a fucking whore. Do you love me?"

She smiled and looked up into my eyes. "I love you so much it hurts me to be apart from you. I want you all the time, but not only for what we just did. Edward, I want to share the good times and the bad."

I was about to profess my love again when my son woke up. He had a set of lungs on him. Bella quickly pulled on her clothes and took him out of t he basket. I pulled on my pants and shirt, wrapping the jacket around her small shoulders.

"Where do you want to live, Bella?" I asked, using her cloth and water to clean up.

She looked down at Dante before smiling up at me. "I do miss the city. I like the noise and the bustle, but I want to be close to the fields. I like it here in Washington. Chicago is too crowded for me. I like being able to see the trees."

As Bella breastfed my son, I began to put plans in motion. The Volturi needed a strong West Coast operation. All the Italian Dons were in the East, but there was money to be made out here. With their permission, I was about to finally take my place in Mi Famiglia.

The next few weeks, I got shit ready. Bella refused to live with me without being married, but I spent almost all my time with her. We worked in the fields together. She and the women visited the Hooverville camps by the river and handed out food and clothing, so I joined them.

The men in the camps were strong, but there was no work. I found the one that seemed to be the leader and offered him a job. He trained the rest for what I needed. Pretty soon, my cars from Chicago arrived. By that time, most of the men were on my payroll.

"I need you to drive up to Seattle and pick up a shipment from the docks," I told my men, handing out a fistful of green.

The women and kids who were once starving and dirty were now growing gardens and keeping house. Bella and her friends continued to help until the men got deep into the business. My babydoll had such a kind heart, and people loved her.

One night, after we fucked in my suite at the inn, she laid down on my chest and asked me what I did. I told her everything, not sparing one detail. By the end, she was still in my arms. I knew then that Bella accepted me for the Mobster that I was, and I fucking loved her even more.

Dante was with my mom and sister, so Bella and I could be as loud as we wanted. Their rooms were on a whole different floor. I had my babydoll on her hands and knees calling out my name, against the door, and even in the clawfoot tub.

Two months later, I couldn't wait anymore. The Washington operation was running smoothly. My godfathers were planning to come out and meet Bella. Our son was growing bigger by the fucking day.

"I need the ring, Mom," I said, holding my hand out.

She kissed both my cheeks and squealed "I'm so proud of you, So many weddings for me to plan. Mark my words, you sister will be next. Jasper is sugar sweet on her."

After disentangling myself from my mother, I set off to find Bella. She was in the kitchen with the women cooking something. Dante laughed happily as Bree danced him around the kitchen. I winked at the ladies before asking Bella to accompany me.

Alice took her upstairs so that she could put on the black and silver dress that I'd bought. It was fucking custom and Kate had helped me pick it out. The black lace corset was all me, though. I paced the floor as the hour passed.

"Do I look okay?" Bella asked, stepping down the stairs.

I met her halfway, pulling her into my arms. The women began to catcall, which made Dante make strange baby noises. I kissed Bella thoroughly before carrying her to the landing. She looked up at me with pure love in her eyes.

When we got outside, Felix helped us into my new Rolls Royce Phantom. It was an ostentatious car in these parts, but it was as much a part of me as my Tommy gun. Bella smiled before putting Dante into his carrier and getting in herself. She was probably the only dame that preferred walking over driving in a luxury vehicle. We'd taken many a walk together over the last few months.

Dante liked the car. He giggled almost the whole way to our destination. When we arrived, Bella gasped and pointed to the opulent mansion. I nodded, letting her know that it was indeed our new home.

When we got inside, I showed her all the rooms. My mom was still having shit shipped from Italy, Paris, and Chicago, but it was almost done. Bella touched the secretary's desk and stationary reverently. When I showed her the library, she began to sob.

"Babydoll, I want the best for you and Dante," I whispered, kissing away her tears.

Mom had decorated the living suite in expensive mahogany furniture. Bella took a seat in one of the Queen Anne chairs and began bouncing Dante on her knee. He looked up and reached for me. Smiling, I picked him up above my head and blew raspberries on his stomach. His laughter was the perfect complement to the room.

After putting my son in his new crib, I walked over and got down on my knees. My babydoll was still crying and seemed overwhelmed.

"Isabella Marie Swan, I want to wake up and go to sleep with you for the rest of my life.

I'm not worthy, but I'll spend my life trying to be the man that you need. I love you and the beautiful baby boy we created. Will you do me the honor of taking me as your husband?" I asked with authority.

"Oh, Edward, nothing would make me happier," she cried, wrapping her arms around my shoulders.

Sighing, I placed the antique ring on her finger. The main stone was a large diamond, but it had two emeralds on the side. Ti Amo, Bella was inscribed on the inside of the gold band.

Her hand was still trembling when I let go.

"Promise me that you'll never take it off. Well, at least until I get you pregnant again, and your fingers swell," I joked, standing up.

She swatted me softly. "Let's wait a while before anymore kids. Dante was a little miracle."

I walked over to the crib and lifted my smiling son. "You want brothers and sisters, don't you?"

He wrapped his tiny hand around my fingers and gurgled.

Bella groaned, taking him away from me. "Don't encourage him, little lamb. Daddy is a very bad boy."

I smiled and wrapped my arm around her waist. "How about we put our son to sleep, and

I show you how bad I can really be, Bella. A cop friend of mine sent over a supply of handcuffs…"

***Five years later***

I woke up still naked in bed with my glorious wife. Bella had taken to the Mafia lifestyle better than I'd ever hoped. She could shoot a gun and stare down the scariest motherfucker. I was so fucking proud to have her by my side.

"Get off, Edward! It's so hot. I swear this is the last time I let you do this to me," my babydoll stated, pointing to her large stomach.

I smiled and kissed her navel. "You say that every time. If you just stopped using your big brown eyes to seduce me…"

She hit me over the head with a pillow. "You were the one that wanted to make love in the car under the stars that night. I told you to pull out."

Smirking, I lifted her leg and slipped inside of her. It didn't matter to me whether Bella was pregnant or not. I always fucking wanted her. It had taken years, but she didn't have all the old hang ups about sex anymore. My angel was willing to try everything as long as it was with me.

"Daddy, we come in," I heard from the other side of the door. It was one of my baby girls. As punishment for my past sins, I'd been given three.

"Hold on," I mumbled, pulling out of Bella and slipping my pajama pants on. My wife giggled and stuck her tongue out at me. It was a habit she'd gotten from Alice. They were both pains in my ass.

After I made sure Bella was decent, I opened the door to the little cockblockers. Dante was in front, holding his sisters' hands. Our youngest son began crying from the nursery across the hall. He was another one that didn't like me getting good early morning pussy.

My little babydolls clung to my ankles as I walked to the nursery. Dante had a baseball mitt, letting me know he wanted to play. It would be a cold day in hell before I got laid again, but my kids owned my ass these days.

"Daddy, can we have cake?" my daughter, Catalina, asked enthusiastically. She always wanted sugar.

Dante shook his head and pointed to the mitt. "Daddy is playing baseball. You have cake later."

This caused an argument between the children. They were all too young to really speak properly, and since Marcus and Caius insisted on teaching them Italian, they were more confusing than most little kids.

I wrinkled my nose and laid the youngest on the pad. He had Bella's eyes and my hair, but he definitely had her stubbornness.

After cleaning him up and putting the diapers away, I went back into the bedroom. The maid had brought Bella a bunch of Belgian waffles. She was propped up on the pillows eating happily. She looked radiant. My heart skipped a fucking beat.

Smiling, she held out a forkful to me. Dante stole it before I could take a bite. His sisters and baby brother laughed as he passed around the rest of the offered waffle. The bed was a fucking mess, but all my children were healthy, happy, and loved.

Later that night, Bella and I were finally able to make love. I slipped inside of her and rocked us gently. She moaned loudly, placing my large hand over her leaking breast. I still loved drinking her milk.

"Faster," she mumbled, putting her hand mine.

My hips began moving at the pace she wanted. While she reached her peak, I buried my nose in her long chestnut hair. It always smelled like sweet flowers and honey.

When I knew my babydoll was close, I pinched her clit and raised her leg higher. She came, whimpering my name. Her walls clamped down, triggering my own release. In that moment, everything was fucking perfection.

Who knew one night with an angel could bring a lifetime of happiness? Not me..I was still the fucking Don, but more importantly, I was he man that Isabella had chosen for life.


I hope you liked the smexy and fluff. Babydoll and Donward would go on to have like 20 kids. LOL.